Biting rubber eraser

Biting rubber eraser

At that time I was sitting in class one junior, as a small child who can not get one ting-ting ginger candy in one week.

We live simply so, so me and my younger siblings rarely get candy or ice candle commonly enjoyed by the neighborhood kids are more capable.

I often smelled the sweet aroma of candy and cakes, and wondering when I could enjoy a little bit of enjoyment from them.

One day, I was seated next to a female friend in the class, which when opened the pencil box, I smelled the sweet smell of rubber eraser (eraser) is colored bright blue.

I looked at the candy was wondering, if it feels as good as candy and cakes are fragrance-scented it. During lessons in grade 1 junior high, I can not let go of the shadow of the good taste of the scented eraser that.

During a break, my girlfriend left the eraser on the table.

I'm not out of the classroom, waiting until no one, ... and with the heart beating very hard, I took the eraser it, take it slowly into my mouth, ... and bite.

Yaachhh ... it feels like rubber!

I put it back, and walked out of class.

My eyes glazed and sad with membrane tears, I looked at other small children are cheerful, while I ask ... why else?

Why I'm such a hick and the lack, until I had to bite a rubber eraser to know that he is not as good as candy?

I came home in a dark turmoil.

At home I did not speak much. But still busy eating and drinking my brother who was a child, when my mother cooked for us a simple dinner.

My heart is frozen. Everything looked gray.

And I quieted myself, hoping to hear a whisper, that our family life will improve.

I did not hear anything. But my heart is weak hope, if I keep looking, I'll find.

... And the years are long and complicated past, and everything changed without me knowing it, perhaps because I was too busy increasing my value to others, rather than busy lamenting poverty.

Lord, thank you for the wonderful answer to all my questions on childhood was poor and humble.

You are my Lord, our God, who has the time. Thou art so then smiled when she saw a rubber eraser to bite it, because you would have made as I am today.

Therefore, my Lord, I worship Thee with fully devotion.

Devotions, my kindness for my neighbor, my life and my death are all for You.

With the name, because of you, and for You.

Thank you God.

Now, I ask you to happiness and welfare of all the relatives and friends ... that probably was also smiling when I read a bit of rubber eraser.

Aamiin